I give up. I can't do it anymore. I quit.

[Lilothestitch]

We...didn't know that you originally had to change your mind either.

Protip, and first step to self-improvement: The Internet isn't full of psychics - and don't assume that we are.
If it were, that'd be cool. Write posts as if someone else reading the topic has no idea what you're talking about.
It's nice to have posts that are coherent and informative.

Okay, what is the next step of self-improvement?