Gonna bounce for a bit.

[Chutzpar]

I hope you can fix things up. Honestly, if you're happier working a 9-to-5, even if it's something most people would give you shit for, do it. If you're happy it doesn't matter.

I hope you can get back into your art, too. I'm often in the same position where drawing just frustrates me more than anything, but, well, I think everyone goes through that phase. As you learn about art, your taste ends up being more developed than your skill, and you end up expecting too much of yourself. You always want to strive to be better, obviously, but expecting too much too soon is just gonna wear you out and be counter-productive.