I know this may sound hard.

[Woppet*]

I do draw a lot (Mainly Doodling) block-figures of me doing crazy stuff. The real problem is that I'm too used to graphic design.

...A little confused about what your point is here! Are you saying your graphic designing hinders your drawing because that makes zero sense

in fact this entire post confuses me

I think he's trying to say he's used to the whole. Gridlock type, pixel perfectness of graphic design. Making him bad at freehand. (Which it really doesn't) I do both just fine.