Welp, see ya.

[Sketchasaurus]

Admitting there's a problem is a good first step, but forgiveness doesn't usually come easily for a lot of people. You may be off to a rocky start, but making up for your mistakes and improving your behavior and relationships with people is definitely a more worthwhile endeavor than not giving it a try.

You don't need to delete your account, you're still new and learning the ropes here, just keep at it and try to be a better you, y'know?

If you're willing to try, and your actions show that, then you won't have to worry too much about inciting drama or a forum-wide roast.