There are other things I could point out to you but it's more or less the fact that I feel that you right now need to develop the right mindset as much as your need to develop the skills.
Believe me, I've been in the same place you've been where I reply each comment saying that I'm going to improve on something and then I reply to everyone in each thread. There are other members who can attest to that but the point I want to say in sharing that information is that you can't beat yourself up too much and you can't let yourself get defensive either. And that is a discipline that takes time to develop.
I mean shit once you get the foundation skills of art down you can literally do anything. I managed to do it in the course of four years and now I'm going to art school to develop my skills further to become a professional animator (And it took me about three tries to get into a good art school, my third time I got accepted into two of them and chose to go to Pratt Institute in Brooklyn, New York). If I can learn the basic knowledge, so can you.
If you wish to, message me privately and I will be more than happy to show you what I mean and perhaps answer further questions. Until then I have nothing more to add to this thread I'm afraid. I wish the best for you my friend.
Believe me, I've been in the same place you've been where I reply each comment saying that I'm going to improve on something and then I reply to everyone in each thread. There are other members who can attest to that but the point I want to say in sharing that information is that you can't beat yourself up too much and you can't let yourself get defensive either. And that is a discipline that takes time to develop.
I mean shit once you get the foundation skills of art down you can literally do anything. I managed to do it in the course of four years and now I'm going to art school to develop my skills further to become a professional animator (And it took me about three tries to get into a good art school, my third time I got accepted into two of them and chose to go to Pratt Institute in Brooklyn, New York). If I can learn the basic knowledge, so can you.
If you wish to, message me privately and I will be more than happy to show you what I mean and perhaps answer further questions. Until then I have nothing more to add to this thread I'm afraid. I wish the best for you my friend.