11-07-2013, 04:39 PM
(11-07-2013, 04:32 PM)Mighty Jetters Wrote: This is most likely my fault -- for two months now I've been at my wits end on motivation to do anything regarding the site and things have been neglected as a result of it. I take full responsiblility of that but every time I say I'll change that, it doesn't happen... I really can't apologize enough for this inexcusable neglect. I didn't used to be this way but my personal life has almost swallowed me in a negative way and I'm in this phase where it's like my mind is dead-focused on a few certain things, specifically things that are making me especially happy at the time or help me cope with things, and can hardly be arsed about others. I think the only way I can get around to working on the site is if somebody pressures me to do it, otherwise it just ends up becoming yet another personal responsibility that I fail at.I'm probably much worse in that regard, I've been barely doing anything for the Resources lately.
Sorry I know nobody wants/needs to hear about my shit but I thought I owed an explanation to everyone. TLDR; I have horrible, horrible self-will and responsibility. But you probably knew that.