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My Apologies and Request
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Hello community, it's been a while since I actually addressed everybody, but this is my public and formal apology for what I've done in the past.

I am saying sorry for certain acts I did as a moderator. I'm sorry for being out to get certain members, I'm sorry for being so stoic and unforgiving. I am sorry for being a bad moderator. I was simply trying to do my best, and I can accept now that I wasn't doing my best to serve you but to serve a vendetta I developed against particular members over the course of being a mod. At the time I was being stressed by other things, but that does not excuse my cruelty and rudeness to the members of this forum I loathed.

I am sorry, and ask for your forgiveness.

When I left I was told it was my decision to leave, and I chose it, thinking that nothing I did made a difference and that if I left things would become better. But while I officially left, I lurked the forums, to see what had happened with the raids and such that happened at the time in celebration of my eviction. I saw not people calming down because I was gone and that my misdoings were gone with me, but a group of people that were rowdy nonetheless, and a group of people who would actually take the board down with them.

So, the boards were rolled back and changes were discussed. I don't take any credit for those changes, those were the doings of other people's discussions and I was not a part of them. But ultimately it would become apparent to me after a week of the rollback, that while I was a normal member in appearance, I still had the powers of acting as a moderator.

I did not use them. Even though the people involved were still acting up and that I at the time did not like them, I chose not to use them. Because, I gave up, because I didn't want to cause problems again. I told the staff and they removed my powers a week later.

I would slowly come back to this forum, and realize that like all of you who migrated here from PT and the PTs before that, that I liked this place. I now see with the changes made that even the people who I had disdain for before, have since changed their ways to a more concentrated efforts. Spamhaul was made, user titles brought back under people's control, and a myriad of other changes were made.

Since that time, I've got to reconcile my problems with these users. They weren't bad, they just didn't have a place, they didn't sprite and they were rude and crude. Well, they're still here, and really, that's ok with me now. I know more about who they are as a personality, having watched their posts and their attitudes. I no longer feel intolerance for them.

So, really guys, I am sorry for what I did, and hope you can forgive me.

And with saying that, I come to my request. You probably knew what was coming, but I wanted to ask anyhow. Regardless of if it could happen or not, it's really up to the staff anyhow,

Would you all be willing to give me another chance?



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TL;DR version -

Zee is sorry, go read it, it's actually worth reading, Zee buried the hatchet and wants to know if you'd do the same.




Messages In This Thread
My Apologies and Request - by Zee - 05-23-2009, 02:31 AM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Ultimecia - 05-23-2009, 02:47 AM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by DioShiba - 05-23-2009, 01:11 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Adam - 05-23-2009, 02:34 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Maneko - 05-23-2009, 02:43 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by GaryASPG - 05-23-2009, 05:00 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Vipershark - 05-23-2009, 08:42 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Ravecat - 05-23-2009, 09:03 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Vipershark - 05-23-2009, 09:07 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by DioShiba - 05-23-2009, 09:43 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Mewthriii - 05-23-2009, 09:43 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Zee - 05-25-2009, 06:45 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by LeleleleMAXIMUM - 05-25-2009, 10:32 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Kairos - 05-25-2009, 10:46 PM
RE: My Apologies and Request - by Dazz - 05-26-2009, 03:08 AM

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