09-28-2013, 06:51 PM
Yeah I'm back.
First things first, the site: looks awesome.
And big big big congratulations to Dazz on the whole marriage sha-bang. Looks awesome from the photos (yes I still follow this shizzle even when I'm not around).
Now the more serious stuff. Basically things have been bad. Very bad. Like Jeremy Kyle/Jerry Springer kind of bad. There's still some bad stuff going on but it's less bad than it was. It's looking less bad now. I hope my repeated use of the word bad has emphasised how bad things have been. Because they were pretty bad.
Normally I'd follow this up with a huge post in the relationship thread but I've walked down that path so many times my feelings for it now seem so distant that I couldn't even recall them in a meaningful way.
Basically it's over. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from me, my heart feels my own again but I also feel like I'm constantly drowning in a world I don't understand.
So I've been surrounding myself with friends, watching bad TV, drinking too much, cooking meals, having meals cooked for me, playing videogames, watching good TV, spending too much money on crap (however awesome Portal bookends are...) and now I think I'm ready to step back into this.
I also 'officially' get the internet on the 25th October (which is also the date she moves out) so I'll be around a lot more then.
So hello people. No doubt you have all changed your usernames, left the site or forgot me but I will be here nonetheless.
First things first, the site: looks awesome.
And big big big congratulations to Dazz on the whole marriage sha-bang. Looks awesome from the photos (yes I still follow this shizzle even when I'm not around).
Now the more serious stuff. Basically things have been bad. Very bad. Like Jeremy Kyle/Jerry Springer kind of bad. There's still some bad stuff going on but it's less bad than it was. It's looking less bad now. I hope my repeated use of the word bad has emphasised how bad things have been. Because they were pretty bad.
Normally I'd follow this up with a huge post in the relationship thread but I've walked down that path so many times my feelings for it now seem so distant that I couldn't even recall them in a meaningful way.
Basically it's over. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from me, my heart feels my own again but I also feel like I'm constantly drowning in a world I don't understand.
So I've been surrounding myself with friends, watching bad TV, drinking too much, cooking meals, having meals cooked for me, playing videogames, watching good TV, spending too much money on crap (however awesome Portal bookends are...) and now I think I'm ready to step back into this.
I also 'officially' get the internet on the 25th October (which is also the date she moves out) so I'll be around a lot more then.
So hello people. No doubt you have all changed your usernames, left the site or forgot me but I will be here nonetheless.